| ha dam its been how long since ive rote in hurr but yeh ok it gos alil sumthin like dis i no dis gurl but she has a man n she knows dat i cant do n e thing bout it but its kewl wit me cuz im not da type 2 com in between dem i mean she so easy 2 tlk 2 easy 2 get along wit n she also veary sweet i jus want wats best 4 her n she knows dat when we frist started tlking on da fone it was kewl den i jus started liking her but hey wat can i do right she has a man so thurrs not much i can do i no shes happy wit him n dats wat matters 2 me |
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| ok i thought 2day was going to b a long day cuz no1 showed up nut lil did i no sum1 called my werk n i was like wow u called me wait how did u get my # hurr at werk n she told me its in da fone book jay o ok dam :( so she ask me wat was i going to do 4 lunch n i sed sleep n she told not to sleep n i was like y n she sed im coming over so i sed ok so she came over n sat in da shop jus tlking n she sed lets go n hav lunch so i sed ok but i dont hav n e money n she told u dont need money BABY n i was like BABY since when was i ur BABY n she jus smiled at me so we went dennys n i ask her again since when was i ur baby n she told me y do u wanna b my baby n so me being me i made a joke out of it n i sed me ur baby yeh right ur a calvo n im jus me n ur hi class so why would u wanna go out wit a guy like me i mean ur a hottie n i think u can do batter den me so she broke it all down to me n she told me durrs sumthin bout me dat she likes so i ask her wat bout me do u like n she sed ur good looking ur a nice guy u no how to treat a gurl right so i was like ok n she ask me wat do i like bout her n i told her wats durr not to like i mean ur such a wounderful gurl to b around ur easy to tlk to ur so dam good looking (she jus smiles)so i jus jus told her wat i thought bout her.n she went on telling me dat shes been thinking bout me alot n dat jus made me think bout stuff n so i told her lets jus take things 1 step at a time n she sed da same thing cuz we dont want to mess things up cuz jason i thought i lost u once n i dont want dat to happen again (i was blushing when she sed dat)i sed to her u mus like me alot huh she sed im jus getting started on having feeling 4 u (i smilyed when she sed dat) n so i ahd to get bck to werk n she had to so we left she drop me bck to werk n b 4 i got out of da car she look at me n sed hurr let me leave u wit suthin to member me by(she kisses me)so i kiss her bck n she left man when i wlk bck into da shop da bois were like whos dat jay(i jus smiled) n sed no1 n da were like yeh right |
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| ok wat did i do 2day umm.............went to da p.d.n building to take care of som stuff den went to da new agana shoping center to go shoping cuz i needed sum stuff n i as i was wlking toward payless sum1 called out my name n it was da calvo gurls leona,monica,n tammy n yes da r all rich gurls n how did i com to meet dem dats a long story but i did go 2 sku wit 1 of dem.A dats how i meet all 3 of dem n e ways tammy n i were tlking she told me she was going to eat lunch n i told her i was going to do da same n i ask her is she going to eat wit cuzs she sed no so i was like do u wanna hav lunch wit me to catch up on old time n she sed yeh so i took her to lone star man it was a long time since i saw her but yeh so we had lunch tlked n yeh n dats when she told me dat she reallylike me bck when we were in sku n i was like a gurl like u like me noway n she sed "yeh y not how could i not like u jay"so i ask her if she had a b/f n she no den she ask me do i hav a g/f n i was like no g/fs r bad 4 my health n i dont need da headach n i cant afford those things n seh told me im still da same always joking around n yes i did hav my eyes set on her bck in sku but i thought i wasnt good enuff 4 her but i didnt no dat untill jus now wat a yr latter.N she called me 2day frm her werk n i was like how did u get my # n she told me "if i tell u dat den i would hav 2 kill u"so i sed ok i dont even wanna no but i did find out how she got my #n so n e ways untill latter ppl buh bye 4 now |
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| ok dis morning me n e.j went to pick up a car in barrigada pass by som1 house hoping to c her outside but it was to early n plus she wouldnt hav seen me cuz da windows were tinted to dark den went to elegant reflections did my werk thurr untill like 3 in da afternoon den i went to da gym werkout n trained den as i was leaving she walk in i freak out cuz i thought she was still in hawaii n ill jus leave da rest out 4 now |
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| IM LETTING YOU GO, TO SPARE MYSELF THE PAIN,
YOU GOT WHAT YOU WANTED, THE SOMETHING YOU WANTED TO GAIN,
ITS TEARIN UP MY HEART, TO KNOE THAT WE COULDN'T BE,
I GUESS IM NOT MADE FOR YOU AND YOUR NOT MADE FOR ME,
YOU DONT LOVE ME SO WHY SHOULD YOU CARE,
CUZ YOU KNOE IM THE ONE WHO WILL ALWAISE BE THERE,
IS IT TRUE WITH TYME, THAT MY HEART WILL HEAL,
BUT I KNOE IT CANT, ESPECIALLY WHAT I FEEL,
HOW IS THIS HELPING ME? ITS NOT GONNA MAKE IT BETTER,
MAYBE I SHOULD GIVE IT A TRY, AND WRITE YOU A LETTER,
I LOVE YOU, BUT YOU DONT FEEL THE SAME WAY,
WHAT SHOULD I DO, OR WHAT SHOULD I SAY,
I KNOE ITS HARD BUT YOU GOTTA GIVE IT A TRY,
SEEIN YOU HURT AND SUFFER MAKES ME WANT TO DIE,
PLEASE KNOE THAT AT LEAST IM ALWAISE HERE,
WHENEVER YOU NEED SOMEBODY, ILL BE THERE...
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